So people of Ifuse, I'm not sure if you all know yet but I'm in Alaska looking after Luke's brother and sister and teaching them their home school. These past few days have been anything but easy. I set food on fire, got my boob grabbed by a drunk old man, and got in my first fight with my fiancé. 

I am in Alaska because Luke and his family are running the treatment centre and ministering. I came here because I LOVE Luke dearly and they couldn't manage working all day and then looking after the children. So I make 3 meals a day for 2 kids and make dinner for Luke, his mum and dad, and his other brothers and sisters when they come home.

So as you probably understand I am like a full time nanny, maid and chef ha-ha. Anyway's Life really STINKS right now. I feel like a failure and Luke and I are fighting right now. I did something really stupid and that made Luke pretty angry and me pretty ashamed and upset that I would say something like…

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So I went on a weekend away with my Church is was AMAZING! The Spirit was flowing through people that weekend! Oh my word! It was incredible! There was a lot of laughter at the weekend especially when we played the After Eight Game (It's where you put an after eight on your forehead and you have to wriggle it down using your facial muscle to your mouth, the people watching were laughing so hard). Though something really amazing happened, for a couple months a stumbled on a verse which I had wanted to share but the time never seemed right, but at this weekend away in Worship, I just felt God tell me open your Bible, and I will guide you to that verse. So I did and at the time we were singing Hosanna (Praise is Rising). I opened my Bible to come to this verse





" Shout with joy to God, all the earth!…

Okay here is a little info on me! =D

I LOVE exclamation marks, the colour black is my fav colour =P I love to b crazy nd I have many crazy friends! I am 13 nd really tall for my age, lolz =p I am in a relationship with my bf, Dawson (The sweetest guy EVER!!) I'm moving on the 30th of this month to Abu-Dhabi, UAE nd am hating the fact it's not far away! I came back to iFuse cuz I wanna connect more with the Lord since I've strayed alot in the past couple months, nd I'd like u all to try nd encourage me to do more Godly things in my life nd to live for the Lord, not jst for my friends nd to see what's gonna happen 2morz! I am a little cautious about adding guys that I don't know on sites sooo yeah...

I gave my heart to the Lord when I was 4 y/o but l8ly I don't think I've been living a christian life...

How I found this site?! I'm on God girl nd one of my friends there told me about it nd my bestie also told me (but she left this site awhile ago)

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 It seemed like the worst thing in the world was happening to me! My best friend was moving away after only living here a few months. I was broken hearted when he told me. I was praying every day hoping that he wouldn't have to leave. But the day came and he did. When you have had a best friend move away you feel like doing nothing! Over the few weeks after he left my grades plummeted to the ground and I had no motivation to do anything! Then one sunday at church we were talking about being cheerful through all we do and while doing it honor the Lord. I realized I was NOT being cheerful or honoring the Lord through what I did at all! I needed to change! So I started to pray more and really talk to God not just blab to Him about my problems. When you feel like there is no hope the only thing to do is to pray with all your heart! After that change I started doing more things with my friends to forget about my sadness. Remember your friends are there for you and if you need them Go to…